I hate waking up, and being back in the real world.

I had a really good dream last night, it started off just me and adam going to prom. For some reason, it was in like, New York or something. But throughout the dream I was getting ready. It might not have been prom, but it seemed like it. Everyone was all dressed up.

It's hard to remember, but my family and his family or whatever was staying in a big appartment building. It didn't even seem like adam, because it wasn't things he would do, i guess it was just his face. and kind of didn't seem like me, but my feelings felt real.

There were more things in the dream that he did that was sweet, but I can't really remember. Just coming to my door and kissing me, or wanting me to talk to him really bad, or stuff like that. It's hard to remember.

I was standing out on a balcany or something, watching down on the street where everyone was dressed up and it was late at night and adam started singing to me, it was loud like it was a concert and he ended up standing beside me holding my face and singing to me with everyone watching, it was so sweet. It was a slow song with sweet lyrics, I wish I could remember it. Later in the dream, my mom and my gma were driving me around and talking about adam asking them something and getting ready to do something sweet, and how perfect he was.
They dropped me off on the street where everyone was dressed up and I started walking and he came up walking behind me and asked me to marry him, i ran up to him crying and hugged him and he kissed me, blah blah blah..

It seems stupid talking about it now, but in the dream I felt SO loved. That's why it was amazing, because I will never feel that loved in my life.
I wish it was real.

I know this means nothing to anyone reading it. But I woke up feeling that loved, and it felt so good. But it went away so soon. I don't know why. I guess because it's unrealistic.
I felt like talking about it because it wasn't just the feeling you get when someone says something sweet, it was the feeling you get when you get you're heart broken, that strong, but just the opposite.
It was so weird.

I wish me and every girl who wanted to, could feel that loved once in their life.
My life consists of working, and being asked to do stuff for people. I never get to feel that loved, or needed. It depresses me.
bye.