been

in a bad mood lately.

ive always been the one walked over. im mean, but not to the people i love, and it slaps me in the face. im done with that. i'm not kissing anyones ass anymore. ever. in any situation. i wouldnt kiss the presidents ass right now. never will, i don't like him anyways.

im tired of working, tired of getting called into work when i have a day off, and tired of seeming like i never can do anything because of work.

i worked every weekday for 3 weeks. and made a little over 300. i know that seems like a lot. but not when i'm working my ass off everyday. it shouldve been more than that. that place uses theshit out of me.
it isn't fair.

it isn't fair that after 4 years of dating, i still get lied to about stupid crap. i have told you over and over not to lie to me.

i'm just mad right now.