closer to the sun: May 2010

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

I know

this is weird. But I really miss my little sister. She never talks to us anymore and she's always in her room. I know that's part of growing up, but I hate it. I want the little sister that wanted to be in my room all the time. Was hyper and loud all the time. I miss being close to her. I feel very nostalgic right now. I don't know why. I was looking at pictures of me and her, and we used to take so many together. I can't remember the last time we were even close enough to take a picture together. It makes me want to cry.

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Thinking of you Darling..

Every night I rush to my bed, with hopes that maybe I'll get a chance to see you.
When I close my eyes I'm going out of my head. Lost in a fairytale, can you hold my hands and be my guide?
Clouds filled with stars cover the skies, and I hope it rains, you're the perfect lullaby. What kinda dream is this?
You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare, either way I don't wanna wake up from you.
My guilty pleasure, I ain't going no where..Baby long as you're here I'll be floating on air. 'Cause you're my sweet dream.
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare, either way I don't wanna wake up from you.
I mention you when I say my prayers, I wrap you around all of my thoughts. Boy you're my temporary high.
I wish that when I wake up you're there to wrap your arms around me for real, and tell me you'll stay by side.
Clouds filled with stars cover the skies, and I hope it rains, you're the perfect lullaby. What kinda dream is this?
Tattoo your name across my heart so it will remain. Not even death can make us part.
What kind of dream is this?
You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare, either way I don't wanna wake up from you.
My guilty pleasure, I ain't going no where, Baby long as you're here I'll be floating on air.
'Cause you're my perfect lullaby.
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you