Monday, November 30, 2009

"Well, she lives in a fairytale, somewhere too far for us to find"

I just finished working out. I'm surprising myself. haha :) And I get to go into work at 6 today, instead of 4. Which gave me a little free time. I have a hair appointment tomorrow and i'm a little scared, and a little excited. I need a change in myself.
I'm going to try and whiten my teeth a little more, too. I've had the stuff, and I used to bleach them every night. I don't know what happened to that. December is tomorrow, it's scary. I will be EIGHTEEN in like 22 DAYS! and I only have 24 to do all my christmas shopping. So I better get on that. I'm hoping to get a tattoo in December. I want it while I'm in high school, because i know that it will be one of the coolest ones, not being cocky, just considering everyone's into barbed wires and dragons and crosses and stupid shit. That's okay, that leaves the cooler ones for the cooler people :D :D

These blogs make me feel like I'm talking to myself, but just a little better. haha

Julie, we should go to the tanning bed soon. I know I could've just texted you that, oh well!

I figured you'd like reading it in here.


I'm dreading six o clock.

I settled down, a twisted up frown
disguised as a smile, well
You would have never known
I had it all but not what i wanted
'cause hope for me was a place uncharted
And overgrown

You can't be too careful anymore
When all that is waiting for you
Won't come any closer
You've got to reach a little more


Open your eyes like i opened mine
It's only the real world
A life you will never know
Shifting your weight to throw off the pain
Well you can ignore it
But only for so long

2 comments:

  1. Aw, hahaa, we should! I used to fall asleep in the tanning bed allll the time.

    You are the cutest person, Kayla. You aren't talking to yourself silly willy!

    I love you a lot. Just keep swimming, keep swimming, swimming. :)

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  2. That's okay, that leaves the cooler ones for the cooler people

    ^^ True! Have you decided on what you want to get?

    Oh, and Mrs. Garrett (beside Mrs. Motsinger) has placement test study guides. Cause I gotta get one too before the summer. She told us that it's important to study, because if you don't place out, you have to sit through all those classes that you've basically already had. I can probably stop by there and get us one. I really love reading your blogs.

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