I will not let you go

I had a bad dream last night. It was weird. Adam had gotten another girlfriend. I was at his house for some reason and she was there with him. It was so sad, I really don't know what I would do. I don't mean to sound cheesy, but I would be lost. Anyways.... the girl said something, and I reached and hit her in the face really hard and she fell to the ground. She kept saying stuff and I told her to come outside. Outside, I beat her with a broomstick at first and then kept punching her. And left crying.

Isn't that weird? That's probably what would really happen to tell you the truth. Haha. So if you know anyone trying to take my bf, advise them not to. Haha :D
I felt really weird when I woke up, I was crying a little. I HATE that. I hate having dreams and waking up scared, or shaking, or crying. I'm laying in my mom's bed right now and it's so comfortable.

I like being alone sometimes. I'm weird.

I can't believe Wednesday is my last day of highschool. It amazes me, but how many times have I said that? Plenty enough.

"My love for you is so overpowering, I'm afraid that I will disappear"

I need to visit Mr. Jason Sheeley (?)
;)


"Well, two spinning spheres, two spinning spheres in a bed of stars. Silence is super. Staring into space, I wonder where you are. You're all that I've ever needed. I know that you won't feel it. Drift out into darkness, lost out on horizon. It's alright, it's alright. I'll be your respirator. I'll be your pressure suit. It's alright, it's alright. Violently clear the upper atmosphere, raging out your heart. Somewhere far beneath, your pointed tongue and teeth, is where you really are. Drift out into darkness, lost out on horizon. It's alright, it's alright. I'll be your respirator. I'll be your pressure suit. It's alright, it's alright. I'll be your pressure suit. It's alright, it's alright. I will not let you go. Two spinning spheres, they spin together. I'm gon' spin alone. I don't know how I can do this. I don't know how to get through. It's alright, It's alright. I can't stop loving you. It's alright, It's alright. I'll be your respirator. I'll be your pressure suit. It's alright, It's alright. I'll be your four leaf clover. I'll be your pressure suit. I'll be your angel wings. I'll be your parachute. I'll be your running reason. I'll be your only reason. I can't stop loving you.
It's alright, It's alright. I'll be your respirator. I'll be your pressure suit."